| Thursday, April 27, 2006 |
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HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A SITUATION WHERE YOUR FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE OR SOMETHING CAUSES SO MUCH DRAMA? OH HOW WELL DO I KNOW THIS! I FEEL LIKE EACH AND EVERY TIME I GET INTO A RELATIONSHIP WITH SOMEONE THERE IS THAT ONE PERSON THAT HAS SO MUCH INFLUENCE THAT IT ALL STARTS TO JUST FALL APART. I HAVE BEEN MARRIED AND DIVORCED BUT YOU KNOW WHAT THE HARDEST PART OF ALL OF IT IS. IT IS LOOSING SOMEONE THAT YOU THOUGHT YOUR HEART BELONGED TO BUT THEN IN THE SAME BREATH FEELING SO RELIEVED! I HAVE ALL OF THESE THOUGHTS GOING THROUGH MY MIND THAT I AM NOT SURE WHAT TO DO. I JUST BOW MY HEAD AND ASK GOD TO HELP!!!! I KNOW HE HEARS ME BUT IN THIS WORLD WE WANT IMMEDIATE ANSWERS AND THAT ISN’T HOW HE WORKS.
THIS MY FRIENDS IS HOW I AM FEELING TODAY!
I WANT TO JUST SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! CAN PEOPLE NOT GO ON AND JUST DEAL WITH THERE OWN PROBLEMS INSTEAD OF GETTING IN OTHERS BUISNESS?
FALLING IN LOVE, IT JUST SEEMS SO EASY BUT OH, HOW HARD. MY HEART BELONGS TO THAT ONE PERSON OUT THERE! I FEEL I CAN NEVER HAVE THE RELATIONSHIP WITH THIS PERSON, BECAUSE OF THE PERSON WHO IS SO INFLUENTIAL ON THEM.
WE TALK LAUGH, FIGHT, ETC. ALL OF THE THINGS THAT PEOPLE DO IN RELATIONSHIPS. BUT, WHAT DO YOU DO? DO YOU CONTINUE TO DEAL WITH THE DRAMA? OR DO YOU JUST GO ON WITH LIFE AND TRY ONCE MORE? THIS PERSON MEANS SO MUCH TO ME AND MY HEART IS CRYING FOR HELP! I CANNOT TELL THEM HOW TO DECIDE OR WHAT TO DO. I JUST HAVE TO LET IT BE!
OH I COULD TELL STORIES FOR DAYS ABOUT THE WAY THINGS ARE! WHY? I WANT TO BE THAT CERTAIN PERSON WHO HAS THE PERFECT LIFE! HAHA! NEVER GOING TO HAPPEN! I WANT MY SON TO BE HAPPIER THAN ANYONE IN THE WORLD! BUT IS THIS JUST THE FAIRYTALE DREAM THAT I AM HAVING? YOU BET! I LOVE FAIRYTALES BECAUSE IT MAKES YOU THINK THAT POSSIBLY, MAYBE, ONE DAY WE COULD BE THAT CINDERELLA OR SLEEPING BEAUTY.
OH, HAVE YOU EVER BEEN PUT IN SUCH A SPOT THAT YOU HAVE TO EXPLODE OR SOMETHING JUST TO FEEL RELIEF? I AM THERE!!!!!
I AM ASKING GOD FOR HELP IN THIS SITUATION. I KNOW HE WILL SEE ME THROUGH THIS! |
posted by Pamela @ 12:31 PM  |
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I have been there many times, and it is not fun, in fact it just plain sucks. Keep your head up and know that you are a Cinderella! Things are gonna work out for you I know it. I will pray for you and your family.
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Dropping in to say Hi! In some circumstances relationships seem harder to deal with (as I have seen in my single mother and father,who divorced when I was nine)Sometimes lifestyles change and you just have to go with it,or that is what I did when each one(my parents,both of them) was in a new relationship.Don't you just hate it when people can't make up their minds or when they do, it is not the way you wanted it to go-sometimes life sucks that way.Been there myself plenty of times and in the end it will all work out for the best,promise.Sorry I am ranting...come see my at my blog!
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I have been there many times, and it is not fun, in fact it just plain sucks. Keep your head up and know that you are a Cinderella! Things are gonna work out for you I know it. I will pray for you and your family.